AmandaIsATurd

So I was watching tonight So you think you can dance and there was this dance done by Melissa and Ade and it was amazing.. i cried.. here are two videos of it.. one shows more descriptions and teh other shows the dance in better quality.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EarnlRo4VXw

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=hKxoCxalyWw

So i don’t post to this thing much but I just felt the need to tonight. So I was watching 16 and prego on MTV tonight and I new it would make me sad because it was them giving the baby up for adoption. What I wasn’t expecting that it would be a teenager from Algonac MI and fairly close to where I grew up. They had the baby at Port Huron Hospital and this is where it made me cry. It just reminded me of the reason I was there last time and who I was seeing and who I went there with. I miss them both so much… I don’t talk about this much and I wont go into too much detail. I think only one person on here will know who I am talking about. It just made me sad and I remember the last things she said to me and how it hurts still 3 years later.. really bad… but yeah.. I just needed to say it.

The other person.. we stopped talking just over 2 years ago… It wasn’t my thought like I thought it would be. I figured esp. during high school that I would ruin any sort of friendship I had with them. They ruined it in one night and now wont speak with me due to embarrassment. It hurts though because when we were good friends we talked and had some of the best convos ever and now they are gone. I wish they had never asked me that question and later made me feel like it is my fault for not answering the right way. It fails so much

Update time.

bryankdawson:

So I havn’t been able to update this as much as I wanted too but I have a little time/internet on my hands. So far this is been one of the best experiences of my life. I love being in a different city every night and getting to meet new and interesting people all the time.  I have learned that I hate traveling in a van more than anything, at first it wasn’t so bad, but 8 guy’s in a van isn’t exactly the most appealing thing haha. I have also learned that I talk in my sleep which I never really knew about myself. Also I have yet to have a fan who was concerned about a new guitarist come to me and say that they were disappointed, so if you have not seen us yet with me, I hope that gives you a little hope :) … and if not, maybe this will help.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l2IYBk4bUcA

Looking forward to the rest of tour and I’ll try to update as often as I can.

love, bryan

Aww Bryan you rock for linking my video on your blog… I am so glad you go to see it.. you were amazing that night in Pontiac and the night before in Grand Rapids.. I am so glad that you are part of the Cab. :D